tomorrow we move on to others zone...

hye ol!!

today is a last day for 2009 yr..lot of pahit mnis yg sy lalui bsma insan2 disekeliling sy..sy rasa kejayaan yg pling membanggakan ialah sy dpt keje..heheh..bile dpt keje, byk yg boleh sy lakukan dan pling penting sy da move on into the new world..before that, sy asyik bergelar pelajar..jom kite flashback who i am since at the age 6yrs cz start age of 6yrs baru jd full time student.

1991 = tadika kemas skudai kiri
1992 - 1996 = sek keb kompleks uda
1997 = sek keb pengkalan rinting
1998 - 2000 = sek men keb bandar baru uda
2001 - 2002 = sek men teknik (ert) azizah
2003 - 2006 = Universiti Putra Malaysia Kampus Bintulu, Swak
2006 - 2009 = Universiti Malaya.KL

selama 18 tahun sy bergelar pelajar..mcm buhsan kalo tgk listing nih,tapi wat the truth is, sy sgt enjoy zaman2 semasa sy belajar, pengalaman yg pling menyeronokkan bermula tahun 2001, dmana sy tggl jauh dr mak ayah dan kuarga, dn mcm2 hal blaku selepas thn 2001 dan hinggalah kini.

2009 ... esok da x de lg angka nih dan tidak akan ada lg, bila stat thn baru,org rmai da stat dgn azam baru..ape azam sy ye??..sy rasa azam sy rmai mcm org lain yg dah bkeje, nk cpai yg tbaik dlm career and otherwise rhsia la..tp my aim for the next yr is more to my career, is all about development, achievement n etc. sy nih seorg yg bcita2 tggi dn sgt bcita2 tggi..sy harap ALLAH "mndegr" setiap doa sy..sy yakin yg ALLAH terlalu mnyayangi sy..dan sy sgt bsyukur dgn ape yg ALLAH beri kepada sy selama ini,,dgn rezeki, kbahgiaan, menemukan sy dgn insan itu dan sebgainya...

SEMALAM punye cerita...

lama gak x review dis pages..asik tgk page org lain jekk..actualy aku suka amik tahu pkara org lain.org2 nih yg aku kagum la..in term of kcerdikan,membe lama n byk la..cuma aku x stated aku ni followers dorg..

back to the main topic,SEMALAM jiwa aku kacau sgt coz acting from somebody yg giler!! kalo bley maki,aku da maki dia la..mls la nk citer lg cz aku nih jnis kalo da geram or sakit hati,da mls nk pk2 lg..juz forget it!! is the best thing i can done..papepun,pkare tu x mrosakkn mood aku sharian,cz dak2 opis sume support aku n tahu perangai org tua tuh..maaf la,cz org yg aku bnci nih adlh org tua..bukan x hormat, tpi cmner la org muda nk hormat kalo dri sndiri yg x hormat org skeliling...dis statement truly from my heart.

erm..SEMALAM kn discuss ngn bucuk tntg majlis tunang kite org..ape yg nk dberi,nk bli cincin bile,nk wat majlis cmner n ol the things la. insyaALLAH, our enggagement would be on 13 march n its saturday la..aku x jmput officially ngn membe2 juz bg tau cmtu2 jek..nnt2la bile da nk dkat baru la jmput..smlm gak bncg ngn mak,what should i prepared?? mostly in finance matters..

SEMALAM gak,YM ngn lina..husband dia ajar dia facebook n YM, dia webcam n tepon by YM..muka dia sweet sgt..muka org bahagia ..newly wedd la katakn..hehe..happy for them!..terasa masa ni cpat sgt blalu..dia da kawen n rmai kawn2 yg da kawen dn jugak yg da mngandung..happy biler dgr mereka2 ni sume da bhagia bsma insan tsyg..kpd yg baru kecewa tuh, doa n usaha la ye...umur kite ni makin meningkat..lg bpe hari jek da 25 (those yg same age wif me k)...wat?? 25?? cant believe it la!!

ni je la pkara SEMALAM yg blaku pd sy..the rest tuh x baper menarik la nk story,mgkin jugak sy x hengat...heheh..

ok..tata..c u on the nex story k..

sebelum tlupa...selamat menyambut awal muharram kepada umat islam sedunia...
my new azam is secret la...hehehe...dats y i'm not talk bout azam for dis pages...
my azam is not for sharing ya!..

two MONTH oredi..

pejam celik pejam celik dah 2 bulan aku kat maktab nih..aku rasa syukur sgt2 coz dpt keje coz ade lg member2 aku yg x dpt lg (ku doakan kalian dmurahkn rezeki)..tapi tanpa aku sedari aku lupe nk bsyukur cz kdg2 aku bersungut mcm2 hal tntg keje..xpatotkn?? uishhh jhtnye haku hini..

K E J E ::: actually juz to sharing wat i've done in maktab for 2 month..x byk pun..cinonet jekk..bak kta mak aku, makan gaji bute..hahaha..but its true la..actually keje aku x de lg..end of year byk kusus x run add on ngn Maktab jb stil baru bukak..so far juz buat admin works.like tepon org,email org,fax org (x kn ngn lembu kottt) ...ade la gak pihak2 yg x bpuas hati ngn aktvt2 kat Maktab JB nih like "engkowang watpe ea"..nih soklan bonus nih tapi ia leh jd soklan final exam kalo high mngmnt nanye..hahha..answer is,juz habaq the true things..x yh nk nipu2 nih..(tp x la bg tau ngadap farmville n fishville)...

G A J I ::: most people ckp gaji aku sdp la, tapi hakikatnye x lg bg aku (tp aku syukur sgt2).. cz aku x dpt lg gaji yg sepatotnye aku dpt (bpe byk dpt daaaa)...almaklumla,aku nih status kontrak,so its big different ngn gaji org tetap..papepun, i wish i can be as them...erm..slama 2 bulan keje nih, x byk pun brg yg aku bli..juz blnja my family n smpn tok my enggagement day..so,conclusion nye aku x byk spend to desire things la..sbb keadaan aku skrg membuatkan aku kna consider which is need and wants...

R E L A T I O N S H I P ::: ngn sape???....1st wif my family la, since aku stay in jb n sok ngn family, hbgn tu lg erat la..2nd wif my lurve, agak jauh ckit..ssh nk jumpe la..cz my cuti n him lain..lgpun kn,msa aku stay key ell, asyik rasa nk jumpe jekk...bile kt cni rasa mcm nk jumpe ok jek x nk jumpe sudah..hahha...tp x delah smpai mcm x lyn..yg pnting perasaan tu kureng la..mybe cz dolu2 aku snyi kott..3rd wif my collague,so far ok jekk even ade gak aku pasan dorg nih jenis wat keje ade mood..kalo mood nk muka ketat,ketat jekk...ala,tp aku kna fhm..nobody is perfect rite..so juz ignore kalu dorg cmtuh..nth2 aku pun ade cmtuh..dats y kte x leh judge org ngn cepat..yg penting (kerjasama!!) be a positive and perform the best...

L I F E ::: x byk berubah kot..juz cm dulu g la..tapi x tau le wat others expectation..juz being myself..cuma skarg aku agak advance in term of make up la...skrg da pandai la nk make up2 n pkai tudung bersimpang siur..dedulu sempoi jekk..maklumla nk g mna pun..kelas jekk...la nih jumpe rmai org n knalah doing wat u should hev to do...

rasanye ni jek kot aku nk sharing..the rest x hengat la n mls nk hengat...daaaaaaaaaaaaaa

TEROR KEW??

mode : cedihh

smlm sedih sgt2..gaduh ngn bucuk =( ..geram btol la..lain yg aku ckp, lain yg dia phm..so miss communication,maklum la everything tru sms..so msti byk yg slh phm..(try to be +ve)..aku x de niat pun nk lupe sgala ape yg dia da buat,aku igt dr a smpe z..tp nk wat cmner dia da slh fhm..so,x tau la ahad ni jd jmpe ke x..geram btol la ngn dia nih,,x tau nk say ape tang dia..yg pnting mood aku rini x bgitu stabil..

kalo ade pobem,aku x reti citer ngn org..juz diam n think . think . think....mudah2n ALLAH bg petunjuk...aku syg kat dier..tapi tu lh.so far die ssh sgt nk jd pendengar yg setia...pendengar segala2nye la bg aku..sape pun dier,aku ttp sygkn dier..n aku rasakan jodoh kami sgt kuat-my instinct say like dats..juz follow n pray to ALLAH..

111109

bfast my mum cekodok..sdap giler!! - smlm bucuk tnye smada aku nk bwk kete die blik or not.tapi aku dcide x yh la cz aku g keje snng naik muto sbb smapi cpt.tapi pg td aku nyaris2 nk jatuh cz x perasan blakang ade moto.nasibla moto tu x lggr aku.huhu..pg2 msej kt bucuk say bout aku nk guna kete. then dia kta ok la.so dis week kite jumpe yerk. bucuk ajak g teman tgk wayang citer 2012 tuhh..aku on jekk..tapi dia kna dtg cni la.tp mslhnye dia soh aku g bp.nk tgk kat bp. nth pape jekkk..

in few hours..k.maya got called from che halim ( JB KPDNKK Director ), he want to visit here rite now!!..oh GOD!, all of us ape lg kelam kelibut lew..bukan hape meja masing2 pnuh dgn nth pape jekk.in few minutes,che halim pun dtg... ore kelate ghupenye..nice person n look like dad style la..ok la.

lunch hour..mamam telo masak lomak n buncis goreng.nyum2!!..mak msk mmg cedap!.rini keje x byk sgt juz kol SUK n KPMNJ jek pg td. then ape lg tugas rasmi djlnkn la. iaitu mengintenetkan diri. rini mood ngntok menyerang diri la..menguap jek keje..bile lank dpt keje yg btol2 keje nih...huhu...

buhsan tahap gaban!!!!!

wateva!!

rini x de story sgt.juz spt ari2 biasa..g keje lewat ckit rini around 7.30 n smpai tmpt keje dlm kol 7.50..al-maklum la i skang da pkai moto. pagi2 da smile to sumbody -->kat akk koperasi bwh,dia mmg rajin menegur n senyum. then naik opis bukak tenet cam biasa la.ermm,alhamdulillah da dpt slip gaji. syukur sgt2. so,loan progress msti sukses.alhamdulillah..

o yerk! the best part today is got calling from pn halijah (MKM pendaftar), she say that all programes held on dicember will be cancelled coz KSU n menteri kna attend persidangan parlimen..dlm hati yihaaaaaaa!!!!...((x tau what for so happy))...thats program will postpone on next january so org jb juz tepon all cmpny yang anto quotation talk bout that la.easy jobs!! dlm hati terlintas gak yg kusus msti ade dlm dis month or next month. "Mampukah aku menggalas tanggungjawab ini??" ---> the answer is ""YES, I DO!!"..i must be confidents coz i've been here n have to take it as responsibility..chaiyok!

semalam punye cerita...

pas subuh tolong my mom masak nasi lomak..tapi everything da siap..juz tolong godak nasi lomak nye n rasa,mak aihh tawaq hebek..so,juz tolong ltak air garam..pastu tletak garam byk pulok..huhu..masin ckit lew..huhu..

then,g kubor,miss them so much,,,balik jek umah menunggu kdtgn tersayang (my busyuks)..my lovely person coming la..miss him so much,,aktiviti kite org smlm best sgt,memula g jakel bli bju nikah then g tgk wayang citer papadom n mlm dinner wif my family kat restoren my friends..servis yg best,cepat n mknn sedap hrga pon ok..

ermmm,,terasa cepat sgt masa blalu..da pun mlm,time my busyuk to back home..cedih sgt2..huhu..pg nnt dia g dungun n ayah nye coz nk amik adik dier abis blaja..rasa mcm nk itot tp kijoo..huhu..sedih sgt nk bpisah smlm..yeler,kite org susah nk jmpe la..jd rasa mcm syg sgt2..mmg la syg..(ssh nk justify la)...

smlm plak,bucuk amik kete dier so aku guna balik la muto lg pun poses apply kete is in progress..tgh tggu slip gaji..

PAGI TD..g keje naik muto, best giler rasa free n rasa mcm idup kt key ell dolu2..the best part bile x lg mengharungi jem yg mcm nk mampus tuhh...love much!

=(

x g pun kotaraye cz mar domam..so,x pe lah juz stay kat opis edit blog etc..lgpun ahad bucuk nk dtg so leh la g ngn dier..mkn td sedap giler,my mom msk selar kuning msk smbl lada hidup n sawi cina goreng tomato..nyum2222..cedap btol..x pnah nasi abis..ni abis plak,mgkin tgh lampor kott....

ha..ade sumting nih..cube korg wat...teror kew???

::::::::::::cube..try..test..:::::::::::::

yesssssssssss!!!

alhamdulilah...gaji telh pun masuk..my first salary officially..hopefully ape yg drancang mnjadi..gaji bulan ni tertumpu nk blnje2 org..nk amik keberkatan la ktakn..

smlm g persada ngn mar cz ade metrojaya sales..brg x de la byk sgt tapi ade la yg 1 2 bkenan dhati..plan nk g bli cadarnye..cntik n murah la gak..bli ngn bucuk ahad nih..since rini da masuk gaji so rehat ni nk bjln ke kotaraya la..nk bli mcm2..heeh..the most important nk bli present for my laling,da postpone almost a year tuhh...

51109 :: muning post

rini keje cm biasa la..ngadap tenet jekk..smpai opis around 7.45am..smpai jek opis k.nani say wanita baru da sampai (magazine la yopp)..smpai2 jek opis rasa cm nk tkucil..ni penangan teh susu mak aku la nih (teh susu paling dasat dan sedap di abad inih) -( love u mom!!)...then trus on laptop n tenet..ade notis kat facebook..open jek tgk fadilah want to add me..wat?? fadilah tahir la..huhu...my best fren during form 1 to 3 at SMKBBU..xcited giler...actually lama dah aku nk cari dier nihh..teringat zaman skolah dulu...grup kite org ade 6 tau..ala2 gagak hitam la..hkhikhik.. me,fadilah,ezza,fazlina,zila n dalilah....a very sweetest memory with them,,,since aku pindah teknik azizah..aku lost cntact da dgn dorg..unless zila la cz aku dok 1 kmpg ngan dier..i love them so much n miss that moment all the time..bile la nk jmpa kn..

damn!!! mood aku terus berubah la beb cz check kat cimbclicks gaji x masuk lg..kuang3...da baper hb da nih..huhuh..smlm UTA kol kta gaji da msuk n on midnight da leh amik...happy sakan la kite org..lagi2 mar..cian dier..skali pg2 nih x msuk pape beb..huhu...bongang da nih..rasa mcm nk bakar je MKM...(wak lu!!!)...hopefully esok da msuk cz ade sales metrojaya kat persada la..aku nk soping make up nih....hakhakahak...(bucukku x sbr nk tgk muka aku bmake up)...

isk!!!

aduyaiii....

gaji x masuk lg la..damn!!..aku da x sabr2 nk shopping tahap gaban nih..list of shopping da berzaman buat..huhu..lmbp gak HQ wat keje kn..ermm,pape jek la..da nk masuk ke berapa belas kali dah aku check kt cimbclicks...amaun stil the same..hopefully get the salary b4 dis friday cz ahad da promise kat family nk banje makan..tmpt x sure g coz along nyer kijo mncari tmpt..kire keje aku juz ngulo je la..

smlm g paso kipmart,so x dpt nk msej ngn bucuk..cian dier...tuptup dia kata bdn dia gigil cz cm nk dmam..nk ikotkn rini die cuti tapi tmpt die ade selection ayam,so he have to worked la..cian dier..last word die,"kn besh syg ade kt sblh picit palak"...meremang bulu roma aku..hakhak..rasa mcm nk tawen plak..bukan hape,aku ssh hati la gak dier sakit sensorg (mak n ayah dier dok melaka)...die dok ngn nenek dier tp nenek dier da ala2 nyanyok la gak...cian dier,,x pe lah dis weekend nk jmpe dier..nk ajak dier tgk papadom la...mar kta besh jekk,ketawa smpai putus usus tuhh..

miss u like crazy!!

fully of hopes

da lama giler x update my blog..bz+tenet x dak+malas+runsing x dak kijo = all the reason forget a while with this site...skrg da ade kijo n kijo x dak lg,so leh la updated2 citer dlm blog..as a way to release tension hopefully...

now, my life in jb..start keje on 5th octo, till now,kje x baper membebankn n x mncabar lg..juz relax n happy2 jekk..maklum le..bos x dtg lg..pulak tu ni cwgn baru..all people are new..kat cni ade 4 staf..me,maya,mar n nani...so far all of them, ok jek..cume one of them yg agak skema la..tapi x pe la..(kdg2 rasa buhsan gaks-everything is no!!)..kire nye org ni jd plengkap la...nobodys perfect rite..

here,some pictures captured by husband k.maya..very nice...(pro da)

some of books borrowed from HQ - i've to studies la wehhh...huhu

my offices condition

juz imagines hows a cameraman take dis pic...

my room is number 3...

my desk..ade clorets coz tgh dmam..uhuk22

no more students called!!

alhamdulillah..3 thn bgelar student UM..hopefully an august i will be graduates. now, tgh sibok mncari kijo..unfortunately,so far yg haku mntak sume nk trnskrip final yr result..what to do? mybe i would apply for unofficially..tu pun hamek masa gak.fening...x po,,skrg nih aku plan nk cri part time jek,alhamdulillah next week will start.dkat dgn mak!! yeh22!!..kna cari nakfah nih tok dblnjakn di pulau langkawi..hihi..early july i 'll be there!!!...

long time no stories here..

4th May 2009...the 2nd last paper for final yr in UM..last paper will be on 6th May..x sabaq da nk abish nihh..hopefully ape yg haku n si dia plan akan dimakbulkn oleh -NYA...but some of the plan has been disturbed so kna plan blik..hahaha..ape nih plan2..mcm nk hape la..hihi..nama pun haku..mmg gelabah smcm..hal kicik tapi nk plan beso2...[woit!! plan ape nih??!!!] hihi...yg pasti bukan tang kawen ye..tapi pasal hari2 yg akan dtg nih...mna nk test jpj,pindh umah,intvw and so on. hari nih jwb exam mmg all out, mna x nyer soklan awl2 da dpt..hihi...just give the best n confident A's in hand..che wah!! opss..this is some pict nk sharing..happen on 1st May 2009...wedding k.nana n pojan...so sweet n berseri pengantin nih..lets,check it out!!!

me n asu otw g giant bt caves..mncari present tok nana..spesel tuuu

bdua lbih baik..hikhik..otw g umah nana..jln jem nk #%$^%&...

selesai sudah...sah lh mereka mnjadi suami isteri

some of the gift [hantaran] for both parties

so sweets!!! sengihan darlie!

saat membatalkan air sembahyang...yke? [pojan da kentot2 dahh]

mmmuahhhhh!!!

last capture with pengantin...yna x nmpak ape2..

g umah nana x sah kalo x snggah PD..hehe..tapi kali nih aku x cecah pun air..date dgn bucok tepi laut..so sweet!

tomei222

fun AT the PEAK!!!!

fanta6 [born to be a winner!!!]

:: competition yg kami organize..tiup belon n identified the flag in a ballon. paling x tahan muka jannah [ malay gurl yg pkai bju kurung tuhh ] and sape nth nama dier nih [ chinese gurl yg pkai baju ijo blakng jannah tuhh ] kelako giler muke...nasib la x mnang[kihkihkihkih]

:: time nih mcm closing ceremony la..bg tabik kat encik said yg tersengih tuuuu ::

pas abis present kite org bgambo..a few gambo bgegar [e!!! gelam tau]

muka dorg nih tersirat tol [ faham ke x faham or tido eaaaa]

love much dis pic..heheh..nasib la che yam ade..

aku tgh blagak confident..pada hal kpala lutut mcm nk tkeluar [ serious wehhh ]

love olso dis pic but gegarrrr..huhu... [ wan nih x leh pkai la ]

opening ceremony...en said tgh ber eksen merasmikan...after that dia dikalungkan dgn munga...hihii...mcm kat hawaii la...dier pkai munga tuh smpai blik..hihih...kelaka la awk nihhhh

ni lah grup fanta6..tapi ziha x de..hhuu...tgh mngkp gambo kott...

[left : ida,ewa.me.yam n wan]

AL-FATIHAH...

salam takziah buat k.nana...

al-fatihah buat ayah k.nana yang telah kembali ke rahmatullah pada jumaat, 20mac09...diharap k.nana bersabar dan meredhakan pemergiannya...semuga aruwah berada dikalangan orang2 yang beriman..amin.

VIRUSES OF SOFTSKILLS

softskills group...

action jek lebih nihhh...

from left :: k.diana,k.ina,huda,iza and yam..

[dorg sume single n available..excluded me n yam]

love this background...green apple gtuhh..

me yg x sedia .. [ sja jek candid nihh ]

not finish yet....[[the story of fanta6]]

some pictures in preparations for presentation [rahsia kemenangan kott!!]

salah tu wan...cm gni wat awan....hikhik

ke'busy'n kami terserlah

ziha blajo wat awan ngn wan

btol x kami mmg busy...kamera tgkap pun x pasan

yam x abis2 soh telek taik lalat dier..hikhik

guys...ni lah gambo2 time nk wat persediaan IBM...mcm nk g bperang...huhu...kite org dpt tugas decoration dewan ngn tgkap kapal terbang ..dats y memasing blajo wat awan..ade matahari lg u...hihi...actualy,ni tugas2 consortium for that presentation..thnks to 5FM n FRINGE...one consortiun has 3 groups...n fanta6 is a winner...