PANTANG MENYERAH!!

dikala ini hati sy sgt bersemangat jitu. nk tau knape?? kalo x nk tau pun sy tetop nk bg tau. sharing is caring (itu je la point yg ade) dlm hati dan fikiran sy mnyatakan sy suka pada cabarn n barulah idop sempurna. x gtuh? msti terpinga2 knape la sy nulis ol about cabaran,pantang n watever.

cmgni,3 hingga 4 ogos nih sy akan mngajar subjek yg agak berat n killer for the new comers in cooperative fields like me. mybe some my fren yg da berkecimpung dlm dunia undang2 koperasi msti akan kata senang jek. but for me, its was very hard n heavy subject to learn n teach ppl yg dah lma experience. we talk about experienced ppl n ppl who juz get involved in cooperative not much have a problem.

tadi sy review snarai peserta kursus, sumenye hebat2 belaka in term of experienced. sy sgt xcited nk ajar sbb sy tau sy akan blajar bnda baru stiap kali sy ngajar subjek2 yg bkaitan koperasi ini. juz like my previous topic which is laporan tahunan koperasi. all bout law n rules.so, its quite straight n use the fact. no goreng2 maaa.. itu yg mnyukarkan sy la. hahaha..

ayat2 sy kat atas cam stress jek kn. the fact is sy nih mcm2 perasaan sbenornye ada.takut for sure ade.

eh, tetiba bnyi punch kad.. nk balik!!!!!!!

hahahahahha

aduhai nasib sambilan

sad again,,,dapat berita ofismate sy jugak akan bakal mninggalkan sy. huhu..cedih. demotivated (as my fren say) apepun jua keadaannya, hidup ini harus diteruskan. sy x bharap utk dapat mna2 rezeki tapi yg pasti juz take it as many chances around me n do the best.

kebelakangan ini sy byk kali happy kerana org lain. yg mna kawan sy dpt baby,bos sy naik pangkat,kawan2 sy dpt keje tetap,kawan sy kawen dan sewaktu dgnnya. a bit jealousy for sure exists but as a human, jealous is a normal but have to control in a good way.

actually, sy suka dgn kerja sy skrg. kerja x byk pk, byk rehat, byk jumpe org dan sewaktu dgnnya, tapi dengan status kerja skrg, sy jd tertekan. ditambah pulak seperti x dhargai oleh org atasan. masih terigt kata2 org yg bijak pandai dlm kerja sy nih "actually we didnt xpect to hire them but we planned to hired guest lecturer" lebey kurang la ayatnye itu. sgt mnyentuh jiwa. kalo dia x leh bg janji tetap tapi at least hargai dan balajar la hargai dan terus balaja untuk hargai org bawahan ni. we don't expected too much but at least give us some appreciation that make us happy to be here.


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badly sadly ='(

ouh no!! unacceptable!!! thats the only verse that comes out of my mouth. but everything has determined by GOD.

ajal,maut,pertemuan,perpisahan,rezeki,jodoh dan sewaktu dgnnya telah ditentukan oleh-NYA. sebagai hamba-NYA yg taat haruslah terima sebagai qada' dan qadar. saya percaya yang rezeki sy pasti ada dan yang terbaik pasti sedang menunggu. its all about my career. congratulation to my partners at north region! u deserve it! another part,terima berita bout my boss will be transfer back to HQ. ='( cant imagine who will be replace her. i hope she/he will be the best as my boss before. we hope really much!!

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M I M P I

Sume org pnah mngalami mimpi kn??? so, today's entry akan diceritakan mngenai mimpi. ouh!! seram?? nope! sedih?? nope!! of coz la yg best2.

sy mimpi sy sygkan seseorg sgt2.. cmner ek nk interpret mimpi sy nih.. cmgni, dlm mimpi tuh sy peluk dia kuat2, then i can feeling love to her really so much dan the best part mimpi sy nih tbawa2 smpai la sy jumpe dia keesokan hari dan hari2 seterusnya.owh! its really beautiful day when i meet her. her?? of coz her, she is my ...... malu la nk bg tau. eheheh.. yg pnting pempuan la. dia nih merupakan orang yg agak rapat gak ngn saya dan mewarnai hdup sy. she is not my parents or sibling. she is outsider. till now i feel the same way.like the dream is yesterday.

okei. korg pun sure pnah mimpi cmgni kn?? mksdnye bile korg mimpi ,korg akan tbawa2 perasaan tuh smpai bagun pagi dan hari2 seterusnye. ni je la main point yg sy nk smpaikan.